Sheena - Thank you so much for updating us. I am glad things settled down a bit for you.
You will be fine. Give yourself some time to work things out.
As HK said, some days are really bad and others are really good.
I'm also glad you will be going to a new neuro. Hopefully he/she will be able to get you on the right track so that you can feel better.
No problem on the venting. We are here to help you.