Cindy, I am so very sorry. I'm just as mad as you are at this thing. It is 100% the worse thing that ever happened to me. I would never wish this on anyone. I have one who hurt me and left me for dead at 18 on the side of the road. He was never identified, but I would not even wish this on him. That is saying a lot. The dif. as I see it, he left me with a life I could regain in full. MS has not and just keeps taking.

I'm like Erin - I can't believe it. I want to know who I poed in a past life so bad or what I have done so terrible in this one. Maybe even what lesson I am to learn. Ok, I give up - I will learn my lesson, I will give up anything but please take this thing away.

This does not run in my family so my guess is my triger for it was mono in 1995. Studies, while not proven, seem to support such. A nuero I saw told me "something is going on out there. I am seeing more and more of this each day". I think the 400,000 in the US quoted as having this is wrong. If 400,000 is true then why do I do I met someone who has a friend, rel... with it?

Ok this my rant for the moment - I hope it may help a tiny bit.
Sheena