Welcome but sorry for the reason you are here.

Everyone is different in their MS "ride" through life. I'm sure if you hang out long enough you will see the different ways. Some are humor, sharing, doing for others, feeling sorry for ourselves, letting MS take everything we have, deciding to fight against it, etc etc etc.

Usually the first year is the most difficult to find your way through this maze. It usually is a year of going through the grief process. Anger, denial, depression, blame, and much more.

Be careful not to blame it all on MS but remember also that MS can cause a lot of different symptoms. Also, everyone's journey with MS is different, we may share some of the same symptoms but seldom the exact same as anyone else.

My suggestion is to go to www.nmss.org and learn all you can about MS, get on their mailing list, maybe find a self-help group in your area.

Good luck to you.