I guess what bothers me, is I have apparently lived with this for 8 years and have no allowed myself to think, "MS." Instead, I blamed myself - I was flighty, lazy, dumb, tired, stressed... As I said, in a lot of ways, I feel vindicated.
Now, I am allowing myself to blame a label. I want to go back to racking it up to other things instead (except the fatigue, I am so glad to find out I am not as lazy as I thought

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Thanks for all the advice and sharing with me!