Originally Posted by sheena

You are not lazy... It was and is MS. I was just Dxed in 2-08. I had no idea I had MS for appox 12 yrs. It destroyed my life and I really thought it was me. It took my husband (2), my house (2) , my job and my friends. In the end it had taken all B4 I got a DX. I blamed it on CF, no one believed me. I was just a lazy sole to them and me. But, it was MS. I wanted to work, to cook, to have a clean house.. I could not - MS took it away. But, I didn't know it. Even now they all think the same of me - lazy... It is not my prob they will not listen, research... It is theirs.

I am MS, I do blame the past on MS, I do have a label - it is called MS survivor. I am not willing to allow my MS to effect and affect me, but it does and I must accept this. I know this, my brain knows this, my heart is having a hard time acceping this. It may never. I will go on as part of me knows it to be true. I have to ---- so for now I will just make the moves I need for treatment..., I will do what little I can in ref to house, and I will most of all try to care for my child.