Thank you, everyone, for the welcome, even though I made a big mistake and posted in the wrong place. After I'd posted I searched for my post and saw what I'd done was post in an MS forum? I don't even know.

I have been posting somewhere else: either on another site altogether, or wherever the administrator sent me! I'm so sorry to be so ignorant; I'll hopefully figure this out soon. I'll keep looking around here and I'm sure I'll find what I'm looking for.

God bless you all. I wish you strength, health, hope, love, and inspiration.