thank you, very insightful actually, I do know what you mean the new SX can get you back to square one, as far as feelings about MS, I do appreciate the fact my family cares for me and to that i am also very grateful for that.

I am getting the, I cant always do the backstroke, and one must float down stream, I liked that analogy, I do get it but its the I want to do more part I need to amend.

thanks for taking a few to answer me i am just doing the old WE need cheese with that whine thingy