thanks everyone ...

been thinking about this all day (and before) ... and it would be a good thing! I even giggled to myself thinking that I'll be closer to Sandy and Frank!! hmmm, good things do come around ...

I need a fresh start ... and spend time with friends that really do want me around, not just when they need something ... they make me feel part of their family and include me and ask me to do things with them ... up here, I feel so lost .. and now with the dx - I'm really alone ...

you all have been great ... I wish I could do more for you! (yes, Kay - your dark chocolate valentine M&Ms are still here ... a 2 lb-er ... and I haven't even opened them - tempted, but didn't yet! oh, I didn't mean yet!)