I hear you, Natalie. Ranting and raving about the injustice of it all is a God given right of all people with chronic illness, and right here is the best place to do it. We Understand and we listen. You may have to listen to one of my pity parties, one day.
Vic is very wise, for a young whippersnapper, isn't he?

He pretty much has the bull by the horns. Rant & rave for all the time you find necessary and then do what he suggests, when you can and soon you'll have a handle on things too.