I really hate insomnia.

It's almost 2am. I had a sleeping pill (amitriptyline) about an hour ago, and I'm STILL awake.

My uncle's funeral is in the morning, and I have to drive my dad to the small town it's in. Funeral is at 10am, so we have to leave by at least 8am, which means that I have to be up by 6am to get a shower and wash my hair. I dont know how I'm going to do it if I dont get any sleep.

Stupid f-ing MS...why does it have to screw up my sleep schedule all the time? Now I know why I've been having problems sleeping for about the last 10 or 11yrs.

*banging head on desk...repeatedly*

I'm actually tired. I'm even a bit sleepy, but my stupid brain wont let me sleep. Maybe it has something to do with the mild food poisoning I got from eating at Applebee's at lunch? (there was a piece of plastic in my salad...I wonder what else was in there?)

The food poisoning has been mild, since it's not making me bear hug a toilet.

My neuro told me to get lots of rest since when you're tired, MS symptoms can get bothersome or all pseudo-y....well, how can I get some rest when I have insomnia??

Whoever is in charge of the MS in my brain is not a very nice person...a complete jerk.