Suzy - I am sorry that you are feeling this way. No, I don't feel like you let me down at all. Many times, I need to take a small break from the boards for different reasons (I have things going on with the kids, work picked up a bit for me, I'm working on a painting, I'm not doing well, etc.).

I think once you are in TN you will start feeling better. From the pictures that you posted it looks so peaceful and beautiful as opposed to city life. Last weekend, despite being in a flare, I went camping/fishing. It didn't do anything for the flare but it sure was good therapy for my psyche. Being in the country like that was so wonderful. No phones, no TV, no city noise, etc. I rested and slept a LOT! I was able to let myself be absorbed by the beauty around me.

Hang in there! You will be fine. Let us know how your trip goes.