You rock too SuzyQ! Love the picture. Boy are you going to have a nice relaxing vacation.

Since your anniversary is coming up and things are weighing on you a little more try not to get caught up in the downside of things, look at all the positive things that have happened or that you have accomplished (like being with all of us!). The accomplishments, knowledge, and friendships you have gained as a result of your diagnosis will always outweigh the downside of MS.

Do you have room for me in your suitcase? I don't mind being a stowaway if I'm going to such a beautiful place as you are. LOL