Dear Me BP,

You are not over reacting and this is a big deal.
That is why I suggest that you go on Monday.
She is the best one to help you through this since she is the one you are having an issue with.

Give her a chance to help you.
She might surprise you and make you feel better.

Maybe you two have reached a new step and a new level of understanding. You two could be in transition mode right now, on the way to a new and better relationship.

Mostly I want to tell you to be gentler on yourself.
You under enormous stress at work.

Mari