Usually antidepressants without mood stabilizer and antipsychotics bring on mania with a bipolar. Oh I went manic on welbutrin with all of the above.
I am on cymbalta...You don't sound borderline to me. There are also awful side effects with medications possibly diabetes etc weight gain blah blah..
how bad is your depression...
you sound as if you have a lot of inner resources :-)
Bobby
ps do you suffer from anxiety=a big symptom of bipolar II