Hugs back at you. You are one of my rold models here to keep fighting because you are so strong. Anyhow the eyes are the same horrible as in Ca. I just started restasis but it take 6 weeks. The doc thought I would see a difference in the eyes right away. My pain is constant but at different levels. It is in my inner ankle/foot/calf of right and now it has spread to my left but not as bad but today in that leg I am also flaring.The pain is like sharp,no circulation in the ankle and calf,a twisted feeling in the better leg and needles in the foot feeling.I have a hard time exlaining what it feels like because some of what I am feeling I can't describe other then it is the worst pain I have ever felt like getting shot in the leg but a constant feeling. I take vicodin for pain but before Fl I had only taken once in 6 months and since being here I have taken it 2 times in a week and really could take it every day with the pain I am in but after it wears off I feel like a bus hit me. I have tried so many meds like tramadol,neurontin etc with no change in pain level. I think what is also really bothering me is what a horrible person I have become. I am very angry and my outlook is very bad which I take out on my best friend my mom lately. She is so supportive and has done everything for me and I treat her in a bad way. I am like split. Many times I am so thankful and tell her how much I love her but then when I get frustrated or don't get my way like I am 12 I am mean.I rely on her too much too crying etc and she needs to live her life cause I am an adult. What is wrong with me? I wish I didn't do that.Thanks I will keep you updated always
One more thing Silver lady you have dry eye? Are you on restasis and do you have plugs? I am going to see about getting the plugs and have been on restasis for a wek but it takes what they say is 6.Ok thanks