Joellee~ You know how saddened I am about your Mother. I know how hard things are for you right now. Seems like everyone needs you, and there's just so much Joellee to go around. Your emotions are really being spread thin.
I can't make anything better for you, but I can say that I understand part of how you feel and I am praying for you and your family.
Please make time for yourself even if's it's just a quiet bath w/candles.
Sending prayers and hugs your way.