hey all ...

I should learn to keep quiet until things are said and done - I'm not going to move ... duh, no money to relocate and pay deposits ... oh yeh, would go on a waiting list for the Housing Authority voucher program ... and they'll get to me in about a year!

have a paint job lined up ... and making stuff for the festival in Michigan in October .. I did tell you that I got in as a vendor for the 2008 Great Lakes Lighthouse Festival, right??

I'm cutting out (with my jigsaw) lighthouses ... like you see those cutouts of people or mooses out in yards? ... I decided to specialize in lighthouses - about 4-5 different cutouts ...

and I can bring along quilted items too - so I'm making up totebags, runners and stuff AFTER I get all the ones that I'm already behind on ...

taking my finals this week ... holding As now - but could turn with the tests .. then new classes start on monday ... I'm going to school to get some $$ to survive on, but not much ...

I just don't know where I want to go, or what to do ... and I don't want to be here ... all I do is try to be productive all day and encourage myself - but it all is getting to be moot point ... just wonder why.

remember that song by the Beach Boys/mama and papa's girls: hold on for one more day? ever since that song's been out, I've been holding on - it's been a long day for holding on, don't you think?

well, I have 24 hours to edit this ... thanks for letting me splatter my guts ..