Ok, so 2 weeks ago I had a breast biopsy done. I get a call a week ago that I have breast cancer. I was ok with this as the dr. told me our next step.
He will remove more tissue and then it's radiation for me. I was ok with this until this morning when I woke up with this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. I am so tired of MS and now this? Give me a break already!
My daughter who is 22 came home from Baltimore (where she works) and is totally a basket case. She is so afraid that I will die young.(56) I told her to put those thoughts out of her head as I will be around a long long time.
I really have had no time to feel bad for myself as I was being strong for others. Well guess what? I am tired of being strong I am a mess now. I am very nervous. How do I address these feelings? How do I remain strong?
My surgery is Friday (25th). I just want this bad dream to be over.
Can you all help?
The neuro said don't be surprise if a flare of MS comes along. Anything else?