Thank you for the welcome.
I will be reading some other forums after I can read as much as I can find in this one, there is so much to go through..

I do handle pain well as I have delt with my Lumbar for years and have built up my handling of the pain, but some times I just plain get tired of it..
I have been getting so weak im my left arm and shouler is why I am so scared
my right side as well but not as weak as my left side..
And I forgot to tell of my Headaches I have so many of them...