Hugs from me as well!

I can't understand why one person's family and friends can be afflicted so. I wish I could say all the suffering you've been through is over, but I just don't know either.

Please do come on over to the MS Forum where myself and some very wonderful and empathetic MSers, and their carers, hang out. I see Alffe has already given you the link, so I'll look forward to getting to know you a bit better over there.