Thank you Abbie,Koala77,and SandyC. SandyC,that angelic picture is nice. There have to be angels out there. I agree. Lets pray. God can open doors. I guess that the reason for us suffering goes back to the Garden of Eden. People forget that. That's why bad things happen,and God doesn't strike down innocent people with lightening. My faith is flickering a little bit right now,but it hasn't gone out. I hope that all of us here receive help from SSD. Brokenfriend