It's really good to meet you. I'm so sorry about the condition your wife is in. I know it must be hard to be a good care-giver, and to see someone who you love stuck in a kind of pain that you can't get rid of. But it's very honorable of you to stick beside her that way. My own wife decided that she could do better than a sick husband, and off she went. So I feel a special kind of respect for you. Good luck and the very best of wishes, Stan.
Idealist