sweetheart...just take a breath..

you are one of the bravest women i know. you face such pain daily that few can imagine.

if this is what is it, then you are in the right place with so many wonderful and caring people. they will help you and teach you...be a friend. this may be the answer or atleast the beginning of a search.

when you feel up to it, take a look at some the stickies here. read some old posts.

i'm here for you.