Thank you all too for all your support.

I am just so tired. Feeling depressed, I think everything is just getting to me, even though I made progress. I know it makes no sense, but I found myself in many tears today, until I layed down to rest.

My order of protection is good for 1 year, which is great. My mom is doing okay, she is feeling for me, as I can see. I know her nerves are bothering her too. I must say at 72 she would do anything in her power if he comes here.

I always carry my cell phone and now the Order too. My neighbors/friends here know, since it happened at the pool, bad news travels fast.

He is no longer on the lease, and the leasing company will not give him a key and he is not supposed to be in the complex AT ALL.

It is not a locked area, so that doesn't help.

I guess I am depressed over the entire saga, plus it has dragged on since July. But I had to do what I did yesterday. Then I thought, OMG did I do the right thing, I only made him more angry I figured.

What can I say my BP is rearing itself in depression, question of actions and sadness.

Hugs, Nikko