As an Australian, not an American, I just wanted to say that you are to be admired for what you've done for your country. It takes a special person to do that, and obviously, you are one.

I'm sorry that you had a hard time in front of that judge, and I agree with AfterMyNap when I say that she had a bee in her bonnet that day.

I have recently had to give away my career as well, so I know how demoralising that is, without some-one taking away your right to SSD.