Ok where is everyone today?
I need help! I went to the gym today for the first time not as a physical theraphy appointment. I had to use the regular gym locker room. Talk about killing a girls self esteem. Not that mine has ever been high but geesh. Either it was 80 year old women walking around with nothing on or Barbie.
The pool was actually pretty empty but I don't know how I am going to force myself back in that locker room to change. When I was leaving I saw a larger lady that works at the front desk change in the bathroom stall I guess I could try that.
I need to find some type of shoe to wear also because I don't like to be barefoot in there. But the floor is so wet in ther and around the pool I am worried about falling. I have some Crocs, I don't think they would be slippery.
I also need to find some type of cover up to wear back and forth to the pool, the hallway from the locker room to the pool is fixed so everyone on the treadmills is automatically looking. I am sure seeing my huge self in a swim suit is great motivation for them to keep walking . Just trying to laugh to keep from crying. My back is so freaky looking I have always hated anyone to see me without a shirt, not that it hides it really. I am ranting sorry.

I did have a point to all this with some questions? Any suggestions for a cover up...I have never been to a gym in my life so this is all odd to me.

Also my period showed up today,, it has not been but like 14 days since the last one. I have something called PCOS which makes me usually not have a period unless I take progestrone pills. Every time I take one of the epidurals I get like 3 cycles very close together. Do an of you who have taken the epidurals have that same effect.

Sorry for the long rant my back is just killing me and my meds are making me goofy.