It sounds like your hormones are behind this depression, Do you put the BC pills in your little organizer? I am thinking about getting an IUD to put the fear of pregnancy behind me for the next five to ten years, you know? I can't remember what BCP's were like to take, it's been since I was a teen that I last took them. I hope you start feeling better soon. It's got to stink to become aware of something like that, don't beat yourself up over it too badly Mari. Everyone makes mistakes, and the only thing we can do is try to fix them, so if you don';t put the pills in your organizer maybe that would help?

Regardless, I hope you feel better soon.