Hi. First if I don't respond again it is because I am moving back to Ca and won't have a computer. Not being rude. First you are not a baby. I do understand though cause sometimes with my mom I know I act like one. I think being in pain and so much unknown can do that to a person. It is like we just want comfort. Yea I have been on so many meds with no relief. It is like my brain does not process. I used to live in MI and why I went to the CC. I made it through 4 days of the day program and then thought I would die in pain so I saw the anastesolgist at CC who wanted to do the catheter. Then went to ucla who wanted to do the scs. All the different approaches and different opinions make things even more confusing. You hang in there too.