(((Nik-key))) It's been such a short time for you and your grieving. You're a 'short timer' survivor, but someday you'll be...

Oh hell, I don't know what I'm trying to say. Someday you'll grow up to be like Ms. Alffe, a 'long timer', and that immediate crushing pain will be less.

Much love to you. I hope you're feeling better soon. You've had more than your share.