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In Remembrance
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 1,002
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In Remembrance
Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 1,002
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I am angry!!!!
I mentioned "to a family member" I was glad she was close to "another family member" so that if I am not available, she has MORE people to rely upon in her life than just me.
She said, "Oh all you do is talk about DEATH!!!"
I said, "That is so not true, and I'm not talking about death right now, I'm talking about if you bust a tire on the highway or need a few bucks, you've got more in the family than just lil' ol' me to rely on, you little turd!"
We fought more.
I called the other turd and said, "you know I don't talk about death, why does she say that?" She said, "I didn't want to tell you this, but she is afraid of you now when you're sick it makes her feel WEIRD and she doesn't like to be around you cuz it makes her feel WEIRD so she's got to get over this, not you."
I Actually called her tonight because I was feeling UP and GOOD and that's when I call her for the "high" sound in my voice...I cannot win for losing and all I want is the love of my family...
I then learned some other stuff which left me feeling I only have one person in my family who really loves me.
Does anyone else feel this way, or do they have a table full of family that just loves them to death??????So I have a bad personality that pushes all of the love away???? Of course I'm over reacting right now...but really, I don't always talk about death, mostly I talk about how i can help that person with a new car or new place...hahahhaha, just kiddin' on that one.
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