I did buy a book but i forgot the name of it from amazon.com
I read the I Ching, Book of Changes, book of Chinese wisdom for years and years and it is also an oracle.
I THINK YOUR IDEA OF WRITING IS TRULY EXCITING...i can't take any pressure anymore. i have no plans for the next ten years or dreams. I would have loved to see Kashmir though. As long as it doesn't pressure you and put more shoulds on your plate, i think it is a fascinating idea. looking backwards is painful.
how did you misbehave or you can private message me. Another often found trait in a bipolar is self criticism beyond the norm and feelings of failure.
Bobby
I would like your style of painting!
i equate isolating as wandering in the desert