Desi,
I am sad that your are feeling so down at the moment but knowing you I am sure you will bounce back.
It really does become overwhelming and everyone just has to excuse us from these times where being in bed hiding under the covers seems the right thing to do.

It is called self preservation
Glad you have ppl that love you around to get you through this.
ps-Good news about the x-rays
love as always
Tayla