Wishing you all the best, beautiful. (((GirlieGirl)))
Moose didn't do the 'roids. (Not even for the gym). My first neuro decided against it. I think it was because I was up front with him and told him I was a worthless drunk. (Other people call it 'alcoholic'.)
Just do your best to relax, remained prepared for what's next, and realize this is a treatment meant to add more soilders to the fight.