I am so upset, I took two lorazepams to calm down, it's awful. I broke off a tooth to the gumline and I am so freaking afraid its going to start hurting really bad this weekend. I cried and still feel like crying it's not fair that my teeth are so bad. I feel like dentures are in my near future. When I was jackie's age I had like all eight molars filled because of decay, and the fillings are over thirty years old now and they cracked all eight molars. I am so upset.

I don't know what to do. It's really ripping me up because I don't have any money to go save them. Why does life have to throw such turmoil our way like this? I am so worried about this, I don't know what I can do to stop this cascading domino effect from happening, I have already lost four molars and already have a tough time chewing. It's just awful to feel hopeless about your dental health because medicaid will only cover dentures and emergency extractions.

I could cry I am so upset....