Please know you are not alone...though I'm sure sometimes it feels that way. Many of us are thinking "you could have written this about me." I wish you had a friend who truly understands you, now. But I'm glad you have us to talk to, at least. We do all understand.

People will come around in time... but I know that doesn't help alot right now. It sounds like your hubby is starting to. The more he understands the more he will be supportive of you around other people too... you know, set an example for how to treat you and respond to you. Rely on you hubby as much as you can. It's part of that whole "for better, for worse, in sickness and in health" scenario. I'll bet you are thinking....yeah, but it was supposed to be me taking care of him,,,,because you live to take care of others... am I right? Funny how here at NT, we can get to know you so quickly.

Hey, talk to us all you want....gives us a chance to be the helper...ha!

Wish I could make it all better. But just know, I understand how you are feeling. You are not alone.