{{{HUGS}}} Muttontastic..... I could have made your post. I was majorly into SI and attempted suicide. I spent time on the psych floor of our local hosptial.
that was very sobering.... You'll find the people here very kind and helpful... You'll find one of the themes here is "Talk About It".... When you are comfortable sharing we'll be here to listen.... Welcome to our family....
Its a wonderful place!!!!
vicky