For a good reason I can not get into the things openly what has me tied up in knots and wanting me to scream. Some may have an idea but I need to keep it under wraps. I just need to try to get some normalcy here tonight as I have something important to do early in the morning and can't mess up. My nerves thoug are all tore up and if I take more meds I may not get up in time, if I don't take more meds anything could happen. Sorry to be so evasive.

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