Dear sweet Jess, I wish I could offer words of wisdom that might help, but unfortunately I can't.

My heart goes out to you and every member of your family. What a terrible thing to have happened to your little brother.

You're a wonderful person for caring like you do, and for trying to seek help the way you are. I can't even start to imagine the emotional pain that you've been through.

Welcome to NeuroTalk Jess. You'll find some wonderful people here, who are extremely good at support and advice. I hope you find both among our memebers.