Hi gamgam and welcome to NeuroTalk and to our little corner of this world.
That book sounds wonderful...I may order it myself. I think you have had a lot on your plate...back surgery, chronic pain, MS... And 54 is way too young to lose a sister...I'm sorry. I lost a brother to cancer but am blessed with two wonderful sisters.

Grieving our losses can be a long lonely road. That's what our forum family is about...holding each other up and learning to survive without them. I'm glad you're here.