Ya' know, B2, it sounds less like denial than refusal to me. That's not all bad in my book. My attitude is that the MS is going to do whatever it's going to do— but so am I.

I'm SP non-remitting now and that's just how it is. To spend too much time thinking or talking about it would surely send me into a downward spiral. It's not denial in my book, it's just kind of, "What ever. I have things to do." I don't immerse myself in MS research too much because, frankly, it bores me. There are so many better things to consume my time! Like stalking!