Jules - I don't have a choice but to think about it every day. I may not think about symptoms or how I got this or anything like that but I do think about it when I have to take my meds or do my shot. It has become everyday routine kind of like brushing my teeth.

However, I think of it in a more positive way than negative. When I take my shot, I kick back on my bed and meditate and think of how this med is preventing MS from getting uglier. That too has become routine for me.

Denial can be both a friend and a foe. I think Tom was right by using the word "ignore." I ignore it most of the time and just keep going.