yep sweets. tough.

i still "talk" to my brother. we had a very loving and teasing relationship.

i spent his last days on his bed with him. he wouldn't let me leave. the stinker charged me money just to go potty! told me he was going to take it with him. i was holding him when he passed.

now is younger than me.

hold on to all the fun memories. all those siblings things. those can never be taken from you. heck..i even laugh about when he smacked on the back of the head after oral surgery. wasn't funny then, but now it showed his typical brother side. smack..tease and RUN!

i'm a big believer is talking about the ones i've lost. sharing them with others. it keep a part of them alive in others.

their deaths have caused us pain. whether from illness, suicide or natural causes. but thier lives were who they were, they should never be defined by their death.