Good morning Char! Congrats on finishing your round or roids! Hopefully that cup of coffee will taste better again! That is what I am looking forward to!
You do sound happier and healthier than a few weeks ago when we talked. I know it is hard thinking that things will never be "normal" again but you just have a new normal. It has taken me a while to think that way but it gets me through the day.
You are like me, you are constantly on the go and adding things to your "list". I just kept going and it would catch up to me. I FINALLY learned that I need to listen to my new normal and it did help. It does take time to adjust to the new life that you have so luckily won

You are definitely not a baby about your sx, they are affecting you in your own way. And that is what we are here for...venting and listening!
Hope you have a good day!