...I'm still awake. I should have just taken the lorazepam but I'm still afraid to take it. My mind won't shut down, once again and it's gotten old a long time ago. Does it EVER stop? And the scariest thing is that I don't know how I'll feel tomorrow: if I'll be too exhausted or if I'll feel rested even though I'm not, or any combination of that. How long can someone really go on little to no sleep?