Yeah he wrote me three emails (two very short) after that that I got this morning. He says he misses living in Canada (he moved here for his ex) and he said she MIGHT move to Texas in 2 years... I feel like "oh that means I'm waiting around for two years to see if she moves so we finally know who won the "election"?" Then he said when he really thinks about it and his honest with himself, he can see himself staying here for me. I feel so "backup, just in case".

I don't even want to think about it anymore because its all just me thinking in my head. But when I signed on here tonight, I was just thinking that I should say to him "I know you are absolutely torn about Andrea and me and I hate to see you that way. I don't think we should see each other anymore." He'd probably freak out. But at least the choice would be made and he could move on from there. He'd still have to wait around and see if she wants to get back with him. She certainly seems to be taking him for a "ride" so to speak- leading him on.

As it is, I might just have to do that just to ease things for myself, although I feel like I"d be trading that stress for another. I'd miss him terribly.