you just gotta let them feelings go. Dont hold them inside to do more damage than they should be allowed if you dont let go. So cry them away, and know that you are more of a man for doing so. We all will be with you never letting you down, cause we need to cry also, for you, and for we. This way we all will feel better and keep some sanity.

We have the highest respect for you bro, you have always been there for us with a little hope and encouraging words. "Chin up" my friend we are all here, and standing behind you through thick and through thin.
Love ya much bro your good friend
Allen