Hi,
I feel that all I do is work and try to sleep.
That is my life.
Usually that is plenty because both are very difficult for me.

Today I had to go to a meeting at work that included a visitor. After the meeting, everybody took off and I was stuck taking the visitor to lunch.

I had a very difficult time making casual conversation. I've met her before. We are not strangers. I am comfortable with her.

But I had nothing to say. I could not even finish my own sentences.

I was embarrassed for myself -- not sure if she cared.
And now I am depressed. 'Time to hide for a while and cry. I've made such a mess of myself.

M