Nik, You should get a scarp book and keep you beautiful poems together like a book for Dad or about dad ...how ever you want lable it. I did that with... for my dad and also my oldest bro who passed away . It is amazing to read them some are from years ago and smiles appear from things I had forgotten but remember when I read one of those poems .
I have you in my thoughts . And yes you can get brave... and GO!!!!!!!
ahh thats an inside thing I hope you get nik?!!!!!
PEACE
BMW...Tina