Hello Denise. I feel for you and all that you're going through.

Here's the link to our Depression Forum where you're bound to get lots of wonderful support : http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum37.html

But I'm also wondering if it might also be useful for you to check out our sister site, Psych Central. Here's the link to that one as well: http://psychcentral.com/

I'm pleased that you found us Denise. I hope you get the answers and support that you're looking for right now.