Mari I'm so sorry this has happened. I empathize with you. I know how uncomfortable it can be at times. We are conditioned to accept noise as the norm and distractions are unprofitable. I believe there is a voice in silence, that most never tap into. I'm quite proud of myself lately for handling new clients and going out there in the field by myself. Now it's nothing. I enjoy it, I enjoy talking to people who don't know anything about me or my past.

I hope you feel better soon and are able to get some rest